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Saturday, January 30, 2010,2:29 PM
once again my mum asked why she had not seen ricky recently..
& she asked if we had a quarrel..
i had to find excuses for them like again..
its not that i do not wanna let my mum know.. but i just do not wan her to be worried..
& most importantly i do not wan her to think of ricky in a bad way.. coz i can't tell her a reason why he wanna reconsider the relationship..
afterall she knew of our plans to get married etc..
but i know 'zhi3 shi4 bao1 bu2 zhu4 huo3 de4'..
theres no point in findin excuses for him..
i guess when the day i finally decided to let my mum know about the breakup.. it will be the day i choose to move on already..
& i promise myself.. i won't look back anymore..